After going back and forth on showing the impacts of the chemo, it looks like it is finally settling in.  Yesterday Cutler began the vomiting and has shown very little interest to drinking from a bottle.  Despite this, Cutler is still showing some desire to play, but is spending the majority of his time being held and loving every bit of it.  Unfortunately I am still barred from the hospital, but am feeling much better and my 72 hours is up tomorrow.  I can’t wait to get up there tomorrow and just hold him close.  Fortunately Dr. Goldman was there to give him some play time with a man and the goatee…Cutler loves to reach up and feel the hair on my chin.

Hopefully Grandma will be bring back some good pictures and a positive update from today and I will have a post out later tonight.