Upside Down Eve

Tonight is the eve before our life gets turned upside down one more time.  Although we have been through a lot and have a good idea of what to expect, the anticipation of what we are about to embark on is weighing very heavily on me.  Just the idea of taking such a healthy and happy baby boy as we have right now and bringing him back down to level zero all over again is causing great angst.  However, realizing this is the final step in our soon to be victory over leukemia, I know it is the right decision.  I am finding a tremendous amount of comfort in prayer and knowing that everyone else is out there praying for us as well.  We check back into the hospital tomorrow at 1pm and then chemo will start on Tuesday morning.  I will start updating the blog on a more frequent basis now that we are returning from “vacation”. 

As a side note, I have changed the layout again and found a way to allow you to subscriber so that you get an email whenever I post a new update.  Look on the right hand side.  It should be fairly simple to do.

Thank you again for all of the prayers that are helping comfort us during our up and down times.  It really is amazing to know how many people out there are thinking about and praying for Cutler on a daily basis.

College Gameday Excitement

You can’t hear it very well, but yesterday morning when the theme song for college gameday started on the TV, this was Cutler’s reaction.  The only thing missing is his Vols jersey.